In my practice I explore the tension existing between the beautiful enticing painterly facade and the unbearable truth which surfaces in blank spaces. In an ongoing meticulous yet playful observation process I let images resonate through me and into oil and ink paintings.
The exposed white canvas plays a central part, as it takes on different roles — a window, a bedside table, a figure - in order to capture the precise moment in which it ceases to be merely ‘surface area’, imbued with significance that goes beyond the realm of imagery.
The viewer is offered freedom of engagement. I see this as a utilization of radical empathy that allows for a true openness towards the experience of pain and beauty, thus begin to work towards healing through the abolishment of hegemonies of power.
I romanticize Europe though it has ejected me. I grew up amid landscapes which had never resonated within me. I am drawn to the aesthetics of nobility, an ideal I can never truly belong to. I am only European-enough to be exploited by Western imperialism, but never enough to enjoy it.